Thursday, September 25, 2008

Life so far..........More to come second chance at Blogging:)

I have faced a lot of hard roads over the past few years especially with death of my most important family members. First, my father the man I thought was untouchable, a person who fought a long hard battle against lung cancer. It crushed me and It was also six weeks before my wedding and I turned against God during this time. I thought one of us had done something wrong but came to find out he was in a better place. I was wrong for accusing God of his wrong doing to my family and myself. I will not admit 100 percent forgiveness but I will live by God's word again since I have seen my father in my dreams stating God saved his life. He is no longer suffering from his illness and is in a better place and can watch me everyday. I miss him but will never mistrust my faith in God again. I pray know that my Grand pop is up there we will all have one more Angel on our side. It is amazing how someones faith can help them through the hardest times.